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Marilyn Manson - One Assassination Under God - Chapter 2 - ALBUM COVER

Artwork by Marilyn Manson. Courtesy of Nuclear Blast Records.

Marilyn Manson

One Assassination Under God

Chapter 2

Marilyn Manson's new album is out so go stream or buy!


Buy The LP!

"I’m not coming for you, I’ve already arrived

When I let it all out, it will eat you alive"


"I'm the only enemy you'll ever need" 


-Lyrics from the song "Unalive" by Marilyn Manson from album One Assassination Under God - Chapter 2 which is OUT NOW!

The sexiest man alive is back at it again! He's brought the 2nd chapter to One Assassination Under God and it doesn't disappoint! Just like the first chapter, the songs have a theme of retribution and taking back the narrative.  The man has been a bogeyman for 30+ years, it's natural for people listen to the false narratives woven about him for notoriety, profit, and just plain attention. Age and sobriety have certainly not taken away his talent and I'm excited to say that after all these years I'm still amazed by him. We all have our "bad times" but I think he's here to show that he's still on a come back mission and the message is all about " It's time to beat up the bullies and wash the bullseye off my back"! (Lyrics - Raise the Red Flag) 

[Video best watched without the captions on, they are mangled 😆]

(I want to put a disclaimer that I am not the kind person to discount allegations of SA, I am a victim of multiple episodes of SA, and I support and defend others when I feel the allegations are truthful. Unfortunately, when you look at all the evidence that has not been equally reported, there is evidence that makes me question the validity of the claims and some accusations have been recanted due to them stating they were coerced by the party at the center of the claims, who has tried to profit off of them. At no time have his other girlfriends claimed anything of the sort, even ones that would have every reason to say so, and even ones who left due to the strife of dating someone in the throes of drug addiction and his "rocky nature".)


Personally: I realize I can have a "bullseye on my back", "the bullies after me", and be "the exit wound for when someone else shoots the world", but as long as Manson is sexy again, as long as he's clean now, which is a "long hard road out of hell" (I'm 12 years sober, and now off of everything but caffeine and you'll pry it out of my cold dead hands, probably literally!), and making AWESOME music still after all these years (!) I am a happy girl and I don't need anything else in life. 


As he describes Chapter 2, the new album, in his own words: "I am proud to give you the second chapter of One Assassination Under God. This completes my story. I used each stone that was thrown at me to sharpen my edges. I outgrew purgatory and carved these songs into the skin of the world. As you listen I hope it forms a scar that you cannot forget." (-Marilyn Manson, official statement on the release of One Assassination Under God – Chapter 2 [June 2026]). These words describe my life right now, and people don't realize I'm a lot like him, that with each stone that is thrown at me, you only sharpen my edges for me strike back with more precision, acuteness, and efficacy. Go ahead, keep tossing..... 


"Stand in a circle, take out your sword

Now stab to your right

Go around in a daisy chain until you’re all unalive"

-Lyrics from Unalive


Like I say later, I am thinking of writing a book about this last year+, of who/what the "real cluttered chaos is", etc., that this site is just a play thing really and giving a taste of it. After all of what has transpired, you'll never guess this plot twist that just happened when you think you're nearing the end of the story! These stones really keep coming from all angles, and from places you wouldn't believe. I have been tormented by people that have been in places of not only power, but protection, and they have all abused their positions. But with these positions, and how they got there, comes accountability, and there's always someone/something/some entity holding power and dominion over their heads. I guess it's time to throw them some stones and the truth/accountability attached them to them.

😮‍💨 ::WhistleWhileYouWork::


Disclaimer: I shouldn't have to put this here, but I feel that some people lack the capacity to know that music lyrics are just allegorical and not literal. Should anyone be taking these as a physical threat, I think the only threat is that one may exist in society devoid of critical thinking (amongst other "habits" and "hobbies" and the fact that one is probably stalking this website (sorry my Facebook is deleted, supporter 😢 boo-hoo! ).... 

🙋🏻‍♀️::waves:: 

Should I put a counter on this website?

CREDIT NASA/JPL-Caltech and NSF/AUI/GBO LICENCE ESA Standard Licence

CREDIT NASA/JPL-Caltech and NSF/AUI/GBO LICENCE ESA Standard Licence

"So now the star has fallen

Washing away the seas

The seventh seal now opened

It's raining your fears

Are you paranoid the coming asteroid

Has got your name tattooed on it?

This stone's called Apophis

It brings apocalypse"


-Type O Negative

Profit of Doom


Do you know who Apophis is....?

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Do you read the Epoch Times?

Since We're Here About Clutter After All...

This is not something a "HOARDER" could do on their own without someone standing over them intervening. There are actually some items in there that aren't "valueless" as one would believe a "HOARDER" would "HOARD", as I was forced to get rid of things I was going to sell due to being forced out of the rental home (through interesting, to say the least, reasons) my family used to own for 109 years before I sold it (not a typo!). I also got rid of a lot of junky-junk I didn't need and had from downsizing, as we can tend to hang onto when moving into a smaller space. I used to decorate a much larger space, and had two bedrooms of my own, one with an eclectic "clutter-chic" that I decorated when my Father died and even my "simplistic" Mother said it looked good, yet busy for her, like a store, which was almost a compliment to me as my favorite thing to do was merchandising and visualizations in retail. Customer Service? Not so much! 

Ya'll should have seen the things taken out of the home when they cleaned out the Grandparent's things....talk about clutter! But that was the attic/garage. It took days! Lot's of nice things were lost, not sold, and even some of my own things were "gone" in that move, but there was a lot left over and there's still more I'm getting rid of. The decorations I wanted to start doing again once the neurological disorder wasn't taking over my life so much (RCVS, not reversing), but I downsized them considerably and got rid of the junky stuff. There's lots of family heirlooms, and a lot of them important to me because they are all I have left. 

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A Bit of the Story of Cluttered Chaos!

Speaking of clutter, I have FOUR, count them 4 (!) "Cluttered Chaos" website domains right now, because I got 3 other extensions in February (my registrar is so cheap btw y'all! One was only a buck fiddy, even to renew!), because at first someone else owned this that had good intentions/plans for it that I could tell from looking into them after I tried contacting them (sorry for ghosting you, and not going through the "fleecing broker". You just didn't need to know this sordid story about to come out if you're checking any of this out). Then I noticed the DNS info change a month after they renewed (when I thought the site would expire and I thought I could snag it, so I just moved on and found this registrar that is MUCH better and CHEAPER and AMAZING). I also noticed some changed titles on some videos that were made of me and the inside of my unit/apartment back in May 2025 by someone I should have trusted, videos I NEVER imagined would go online without my knowledge or consent, and whenever I tell anyone about them they either say "how creepy" (that's the least offensive thing they say) or just give me this disgusted look while jerking back their head. That just tells you how invasive they were, but they called me "Cluttered Chaos" by someone who was in a position of power and trust over me, and I imagine they only hurt their image. The changed titles of the videos are probably worse, but what do they care (I guess they also aren't aware screenshots exist). When they realized I was a web designer and was planning this (good catch, at least that didn't go over one's head like so much else has) they decided to go for this website for some reason, and obtained it from the other person in March I imagine. I only guess because it looked like the website changed hands (I'm an old web designer, I know how to check these things, I was pinging it for a while, kept pinging it until one day it was available for reasons that will be explained at a later date, possibly shocking it true). So anywho, I noticed this was taken, and like I said in another section, I sure hope they were fleeced good! One would have had to go through the GoDaddy broker but I was not about that shit, too expensive, and (dot)com's are not the gold standard anymore, you know? It's nice and all, but you have so many other options. If it were really so much better, why are there other extensions worth so much more? I would really like a website with (dot)fail or (dot)democrat or (dot)exposed or (dot)foo or (dot)gay or (dot)gripe or (dot)house or (dot)lease or (dot)monster or (dot)ooo or (dot)pink or (dot)rent, even, or (dot)sucks or (dot)tattoo [would have been nice back in the day when I made/hosted a site for a tattoo shop, it's how I got my favorite tattoo!] but wait there's more! I can even get (dot)wang [lol!] or (dot)wtf [I really wanted this too, but I was looking at renewal prices and it was expensive] and lastly there even (dot)you! (Ugh, maybe my next website will be www.fartycat.pet!) 

Anywhooooo, after the "2nd owner" had this website for 6 months, it became available all of a sudden and I became aware and snatched it up because I was pinging it of course, because that's what us web designers/developers do. So they paid for a whole year and only had it for ~5 months, paid the GoDaddy broker fees plus paying whatever it took to get the site, and was even paying Amazon WebServices (way to waste money!) just to park on it to keep it from me I imagine, because who else would take it from the previous owner after they just renewed. So all I can so is thank you because now I got it all for the low low price of...well less that $12 bucks plus hosting which is $12 for the 2nd tier. I don't get fleeced because I know what I'm doing, well, kinda, these days.


That's my story of how I got this website, and what I always planned to do it was show the real cluttered chaos. To show, in line with the fair use act, that I am not what was perpetrated in the videos about me, and that the videos and information was put online without knowledge or consent, and in actuality the videographer was outside our home making these videos weeks to months before we ever knew, giving the location of our home out to strangers on the internet. Then they came inside and filmed the entirety of the home, with all our belongings and put it online without asking for consent, including private conversations in places like bedrooms in a one-party-consent state. The local states attorney was no help, and no, suffice to say, I did not vote for her reelection. In fact, I called her boss at the state, and actually talked to an assistant states attorney of the state about this situation and even they said it was creepy. The other tenants have absconded that were violated, the first ones just 2 months after finding out, and the other one was a year when he finally had somewhere to move to, he was trying to get out the entire time. I feel bad because the one tenant was really torn up and this person who did this does/did this to other citizens in the city. 


After I found out about these videos, I started what I do best, and that was to investigate. People don't ever realize how much is out there, not just with how much they like to put out online themselves but also public records, which is why I went reclusive in 2014 and stopped putting anything online at all, which is why I was appalled that this person put me online, in my safe space without my knowledge or consent. In fact, this person's videos are the only building inspections you can find beginning to end on YouTube. Why? Because true building inspectors don't publish that shiiiiiiit, but the inspector wasn't the one who put them online, for clarification. But what I didn't imagine finding is what was in public records. It was jaw dropping, and when put in conjunction with what they were bragging about in videos and such, I was just amazed. There's still probably more I didn't uncover, but by now I'm tired of having my life saturated by this person and I want them cleansed. Think of it like a colonic. 


I am moving from my home, mostly because I cannot look at it devolving into what it has become today. And no, one cannot come after me for "defamation". I used to be the homeowner/family. I quite literally hold the receipts for the "superior" workmanship that has been damaged, cut into, and slathered with "death butter", etc. I cannot watch the once well kept grounds grow into a "slum jungle". If one does not like that term, hire a landscaper that is not one's own tenants. If one cannot afford a landscaper, stop buying homes one cannot afford. Again, receipts. They are all over the public records, deary. 


One can rip me from here, the rest can try to silence me, but there's always a higher power, and it's called the STRONG ARM OF THE LAW, the FEDERAL GOVERNMENT, or even the STATE could care about what's going on here, there, everywhere. ALL of you messed with a big fat tattletale that puts my rights first and will roll with the punches if it means stopping the victimization of others. I'm not doing all of this for just me, btw. It's to stop the victimization of others. It's one thing when I get the snake bites, but when others get them, I don't take kindly. If you don't like whistleblowing, stop doing things, or letting things happen, that the whistles can be blown about. I gave fair warnings and now there's 26 million reasons they are trying to silence and bully me now, even take away what they think I need to survive. Guess what, I don't, not forever, I have my Mom looking out, even posthumously, and I can wait until things are cleaned up or until well....💩 Maybe instead of coming after me, they need go to after the one who put it all on the for them, and that wasn't me. 


The thing is, I know how to legally use a trust to protect myself, well my Mother did, she made sure of that. She left me a comfortable sized estate and made sure it would not "blow up" my benefits, and little did she know that everyone that was entrusted with protecting that safety net is blowing it up themselves or asking me to myself. What a fraudulent world we live in these days. 


Moral of the story should be; never underestimate someone, even when one is hacking their email. Also, learn that getting hacking tools is usually just a ploy for you to get a backdoor trojan into your systems, so thanks buddy for making not just one's own files open to whomever that was in one's comments trying to get back into one's systems by sending a file when Google shut the door, but sharing all of one's client/tenant/whomever else's information one has hoarded in one's system. Also never underestimate that they are like every other Section 8 tenant and can be bullied and believe your lies and not realize what's going it. 


I feel like it's the old days when I have more domains than I have time to play with them! 5 Domains right now is a bit much, so I've let the hosting expire on some of them for now, but I can always pick them back up at a moments notice.. I could always let my biggest supporter have one since they lost this one, but certainly not the cheapest one, it's too hilarious of an extension, lol. I'm honestly now just playing around on here to find out what everything can do, because I've honestly never done any of these website where you just plug things in, it's honestly so easy, but I just don't have time right now. I've always just coded HTML by hand back in the day, because, you know, Microsoft be Microsofting. 


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What is it you think I should do with the other "Cluttered Chaos" websites?

To my biggest supporter: First of all, thanks for helping me get this site for so cheap (Less than $12/year and just $6/month, GO PORKBUN!). Second, my therapist LOVES this site and everything on it. Just so you know, so you don't need to sign me up for "mental health care" in your home city, you might want to for yourself though, considering your problems and why you're here and how I obtained this site in the first place, because I'm well aware. 🧐


Also: Imagine wanting someone out of one's unit so bad that a landlord gives a breach of lease by committing a fraud upon the court with an illegal side lease, but then doesn't realize that by giving the scarlet tag of death, they make it harder for said person to get out of the unit when they want them gone so badly. What was one thinking by going about this? Not done yet. There is one more action to be taken, and it will just strike it off in one fell swoop, if not all 3. ✂️ Should have done this first, easier this way. Hides the fraudulent actions, but hey, what can ya do? I guess one does not realize that by getting it signed that they just asked for the hammer when they were already under investigation. 


To the actual previous owner: I'm sure you're wondering what in the world is going on here, and you can blame my "supporter" for taking this website and losing it, because when I saw what great things you had in store, actual branding and probably one of a kind typography and artwork, I was not going to take that from you and went out and got 3 websites with 3 really cool web extensions for a fraction of the price of whatever he probably paid you for this (I hope you fleeced him good). He made the biggest error in web developing, though: "don't ever let your website go unpaid for if you expect to keep it/park on it, especially when real web developers are pinging it monthly". I will save your contact information and when this "episode" is said and done I will contact you about selling it back or letting you know it's expiring if you're interested so it doesn't fall into "nefarious" or other hands if you're still interested in your endeavors in the future. I'm truly sorry and I hope you made a pretty penny off of it. 

I want to dedicate this to my Mother, who did everything in her power, and during her dying sickly days, to protect myself and my safety net before she died, only to have the people in my life right now (that I'm supposed to trust) to put everything I have at risk, from my housing to the money that pays for it. These people will be held accountable. This website is only the beginning, and I want to do something for her that she always implored me to do while she was alive. That was to write a book with her. Her career in life, one of them, was centered around literacy education for 40 years, and she is the reason I was able to read "Goodnight Moon" and other books, front to back independently, at the age of four. I've been thinking for a long time now to take the last year+ of my life and put it into non-fiction, because truth is always stranger than fiction. When I recount my life to people that haven't been involved in it, some of them are so flabbergasted at what I tell them they can't get enough and say "tell me more" about the things others will do to attain what they want in life, including victimizing people in their life to an atrocious degree, or even absolve themselves of accountability. I know people who have self-published on Amazon and started multi-million dollar careers. I'm not expecting that, but you never know what can come of anything. Just getting the word out there, then doing what my Mother wanted (and starting off and dusting out the cobwebs of my "writing chops" with some non-fiction) maybe I can write some fiction like I used to, like short stories, that will make her happy. I'm sorry that I never did the things in life that she implored me repeatedly with her to do, and that was to write with her and publish, and to get my real estate license and practice real estate with her.